Birthdays

 Whew.. birthday.  Who would ever forget that . . I'm seventeen now, yey. hahah. So here's the Q. How do I celebrate my birthday ?

A simple day. An ordinary day. So you wake up, take a bath, eat and go to school. You don't expect they'll greet you .You feel awkward coz you don't have anything for them. You go home, eat your dinner and sleep.
A dinner with a table not full. You know what I mean. Just a dinner..

Yes, that's it. I grew up with that routine in my birthdays. But' that's okay,  who says that I'll be doing that forever. With my life alone, families and friends , I'm so blessed . I just thank God that I'm alive and well, I have my parents , I study, I eat three meals a day, I can see, I can walk and and to every chances, opportunities and blessings that God gave me.  Thank you God. As long as I know that I'm not the least person in this world.

So you? How d'you celebrate yours? Cakes? gifts ? That's nice. :))
Happy Birthday to me . ^_^

I was not eating that thing, that was my classmates's b-day two years ago.

I just can't accept the fact that I'm living this way.

. Years ago I used to say "only carpenter" because I believed he's only "only",my father. But this was the day I realized I have no right to say that. He made thousands of pushes of saw and made some millions of pounds of hammer . Yeah, and that's not that easy and that's not that the thing you can name "only" especially when you just earning below the minimum wage and your work is not stable . And my mother...She was a college graduate actually. She took the course BS Commerce Major in something (I forgot). She worked as a secretary in the office makes newspaper. (the newspaper was the churches's publication, the one entitled "Herald") but that was long ago. She's fifty two now and my father is forty two. A great gap ? :) Now, she was just making these barbecues and delivering these to food stands. She can only have a hundred sticks and sometimes seventy. The money from there and from my father is still not enough for us. I have three siblings, two sisters and a brother. Our youngest is in sixth grade and my brother is in seventh grade. My sister next to mine is a graduating student in high school and I am in first year college now. 

More statements to come,, im tired.